Taking life day by day cause you never know what tomorrow has in store, I keep bad anxietys under control with weed, marijuana as always been my style of feeling better. I have a plan for everything, I know what I want in life and how it has to happen and im always trying for the best. Im strong with knowing my surrounding, I can read most people like books so id say im quick to judge, Im picky with who i open up too.but can easily make life friendships. I can be the slow one sometimes but test me and i have pretty strong intellegence, Determination is key and ill do everything for what i want. but over all im laid back anyone who wants to smoke is a friend to me =)
Music: Rap *Eminem, 50 cent, Wiz Khalifia, Ludacris, Ice cube, Dr. Dre, Snoop Dogg, Immortal Technique, Diabolical, Lil Wayne*
Bands- Asking Alexandria, Lamb of God, Suicide Silence, Whitechappel, Job For A Cowboy, August Burns Red, Disturbed, Breaking Benjamin, Three Days Grace ect.
Anonymous asked: you bitch is gonna die soon
Talking like that you will too, bro you prob have some bad kharma coming your way and I feel sorry for you that you get pleasure shitting on otter please
Anonymous asked: what is crack like?
I AM NO PROMOTING IT, but in my opinion it’s the best high you’ll ever experience, but it’s also the most dangerous drug you”ll ever meet, I’m sure youv heard from shit talkers I was into, it was never worth it, it’s for scum bags and can easily take your life and WILL take everything you own no matter what you think or how well you think you can control it. Don’t waste your time with it.
I just don’t know what to think anymore
What to believe, what I should try to do, what I should stop trying to do, everything with you is a big head game that no matter what you win, I can’t do this, I honestly don’t know how anymore, no matter what I lose and I’m an asshole, no matter what I say or do you’ll still take me and everything I say about you for granted, if someone else compliments you it’s the greatest thing in the world but if I say anything it doesn’t mean shit, in one ear and out the other. I’m getting so tired of it all, so tired of You fighting with me, twisting everything I say to the last thing it’s suppose to be, I feel this is a battle I’m never going to win, Or even stand a chance in.
This trip just seems fucking stupid now
were not close, were never gonna be, and honestly after all the shit you’ve done to me I don’t think us dating in Fiji is a good idea anymore, you cant handle a relationship and I can’t handle you breaking me anymore
Anonymous asked: ur hoe aint sexy
Well I guess other people seem to think so, and she’s not mine.
I’m glad when someone else calls you sexy it makes your whole week but when I say it it doesn’t mean shit
i guess it’s a good thing we’re over.
Youve lead me on and hurt me for the last time
You think its okay to just fucking walk out on someone cause they got mad for the shit you did?! That’s fucked up, ever since I poured my heart out too you you have been breaking mine by walking out and saying how we shouldn’t date when your the fucking one who asked me, now Its my fucking hopes you crushed, my emotions you put back in hiding cause I will not dare to take the step again to be open with you, to let my guard down by saying how much I love you. You think your fuckkng ” busy and stressed” life is a reason to walk out and destroy my hopes for an us?! Your not the only one fuckjng stressed and now I have to deal with that fact that there won’t be an us, that everything is going to be awkward again, I was so excited to get close to you again but this destroyed it, over what?! You think I didn’t have a fuckkn reason to get mad?! I looked all over the place for the perfect necklace for you, before we even talked about it that day cause i was so excited to surprise my girlfriend with a gift, a necklace I knew shed love, you just don’t get how offended and upset I was when you said you didn’t care and I can’t get you anything, I planned the perfect way to suprise you with it and everything but all because YOU ASSUMED I was saying you were selfish that my perfect romantic surprise for you was ruined, it fuckin hurt, it ate at me inside cause that’s all I thought about that day and you shot it down, you don’t get it, you don’t see it, but you caused this with more assumptions and destroyed my romantic plans all for you, and then you fucking tell me you don’t wanna date me over fights you started with Assumptions. I’m seriously hurt, that surprise ment alot to me, all I wanted to do was surprise you with my love and I got fucking dumped for it. This is why I’m crying, this is why I feel so far away again. I’m sorry but I can’t let you walk out on me anymore, I can’t let you turn me into anasshole when all I was doing was showing love, I poured my heart out to you, I had the most romantic surprise ready, and iv been walked out on twice for it. I’m seriously devistated by this, you don’t see it, you don’t care. This is a battle that Jo matter how much I try, no matter what I do for you I can’t win. And now I get to go to Fiji with a girl I almost had, someone that makes me out nothing but an asshole when I was doing everything for her. I’m crushed.
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I want pictures like this of us in Fiji..
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You broke mine, I broke yours, The longer we try throwing it in the others face the longer all of this fighting and shits gonna keep going, we should both be trying to make new memorys, and trying to fix the scars instead of bringing them back out on eachother all the time. Its wrong, for both of us.
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